Lavishing Love from a Broken Heart
... a woman came to Him having a very costly fragrant oil, and she poured it on His head as He sat at the table. But when His disciples saw it, they were indignant, saying, “Why this waste? For this fragrant oil might have been sold for much and given to the poor.”
Matthew 26:7-9 (NKJV)
Then Mary took a pound of very costly oil of spikenard and anointed the feet of Jesus, and wiped His feet with her hair. And the home was filled with the fragrance of oil.
John 12:3 (NKJV)
Jesus went over to the collection box in the Temple and sat and watched ... Then a poor widow came and dropped in two pennies. He called his disciples to him and said, “I assure you, this poor widow has given more than all the others ... she, poor as she is, has given everything she has.”
Mark 12:41-44 (NLT)
Here is an important fact to understand: we get Jesus’ attention when we gratefully lavish our love on Him, and when we give Him our everything—expecting nothing in return.
This morning in prayer my heart is full as I offer it to Him, as I know Him and express my gratitude. In my weakness, I fall at His feet. I can choose to be like Mary or like this widow. My heart can be this true.
Humble and broken, my desire is only for Him, and I only want to be used up for Him. Granted, I’m not much, and I have so little to give ... I have to wonder, will my gift matter? Will He notice me like He did the widow? Will He remember me and speak of me as He did of Mary? If so, it is not because I am great. It is because He is so consistent and so full of grace!
Lord, help me in my weakness to give You all my strength, all my power, all my influence as well as my sorrow and pain. May You take it all and use me for Your glory. Amen.