December 27
Feeling the Pain
“He was so broken up about the baby being sick,” they said.
2 Samuel 12:18 (NLT)
Right or wrong, there were times King David absolutely agonized over his kids. Here he was in anguish, and today … so was I.
I not sure I like being so human. I can’t believe I reacted the way I did. I mean I’m a grown man, right? Isn’t that what an unfeeling world says to us, “Shape up. Get a hold of yourself, man!” But my son was hurting.
There he was on the couch covered from head to foot with itching red spots while a different virus hit his digestive tract. The hard-hitting cramps agonizing tears, moans and whimpers. He had become a modern-day Job right before my eyes. And I couldn’t take it.
The emotion hit me doubly hard because I was powerless to do anything. All I could offer was my presence and perhaps a small whisper of encouragement. And prayer. Eventually, we both regained our composure and the pain at least lessened.
Now I think back on this and have a new sense of God’s heart when I suffer. He is, after all, our Heavenly Father. He is compassionate. He is touched. He is pained. He wants better things for all of us … and … He is there … right beside us….
Lord, thank You for using my son’s hardship to open my eyes to Your great heart. Help me know this heart of Yours and share Your love. Amen.
Feeling the Pain
“He was so broken up about the baby being sick,” they said.
2 Samuel 12:18 (NLT)
Right or wrong, there were times King David absolutely agonized over his kids. Here he was in anguish, and today … so was I.
I not sure I like being so human. I can’t believe I reacted the way I did. I mean I’m a grown man, right? Isn’t that what an unfeeling world says to us, “Shape up. Get a hold of yourself, man!” But my son was hurting.
There he was on the couch covered from head to foot with itching red spots while a different virus hit his digestive tract. The hard-hitting cramps agonizing tears, moans and whimpers. He had become a modern-day Job right before my eyes. And I couldn’t take it.
The emotion hit me doubly hard because I was powerless to do anything. All I could offer was my presence and perhaps a small whisper of encouragement. And prayer. Eventually, we both regained our composure and the pain at least lessened.
Now I think back on this and have a new sense of God’s heart when I suffer. He is, after all, our Heavenly Father. He is compassionate. He is touched. He is pained. He wants better things for all of us … and … He is there … right beside us….
Lord, thank You for using my son’s hardship to open my eyes to Your great heart. Help me know this heart of Yours and share Your love. Amen.